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209- empty so don't read this

I've promised myself back in January to regularly update my blog; for at least 2 entries in a month. I guess I broke my promise in Feb. Here I am way in the middle of March, reminiscing what I did for 3 months being in 2018.
Well, I didn't do much except for going to hospital, get bonded while clerking the patients, joining rounds, palpate the gravid uterus, watching and assisting labour, getting back home lazying and sometimes studying, prepare for classes etc.
It's March already. I am 2 weeks before I ended up this Obstetrics posting. I am way too attached to this posting, as it is much easier compared to Medical posting back then. However I wont let myself keep getting this posting easier and made me take it lightly. I will prove to myself, I can be the best and my aim is to let all my friends and I succeed beautifully altogether. Haaaa, semangat ni. Hihi.
I want to get myself full with ibrah, everyday like Kak Muna in her every post. To inspire others with writings, to…
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208- a lesson learnt, again

Here I am on middle of February, forgotting the real reason why I’m on laptop;ending up writing an entry for this month. It’s been 3 weeks for my OnG posting. An undescribable feelings over the place, where you don’t know how to express; either it’s good but sometimes overwhelming, or it’s bad but sometimes giving you sparks. No words and emotions for this posting, I guess. Following ward round by myself, it’s almost a crazy yet bearable thing for me now as my friends wouldn’t want to join the long hours of standing, being asked and get scolded. I didn’t want it too, actually. Being in a ward round today with Dr Liza and Dr Azalea, however taught me something today, giving me a kickback, which I should feel this in the very first posting of surgery back then.
The weight of becoming a doctor and physician; is what I learnt today. The responsibilities, duties, and authorities of a doctor might save people’s live, or vice versa. I guess this is when a role or function, or I might say a b…

207- the power of poetry

I thought my writing passion has fade off. I rarely update my blog and tumblr anymore. But, I guess I am wrong. I still have the writing instinct; it's not passion of course. I rarely speak my mind out, so where can I vent out my anger and unopened rages and ranting inside myself? Where can I pour out my sad and sorrow heart; and my happy and memorable life? I will end up writing somewhere else; if it's not the blog or tumblr. I just realize it that I will end up sketching and playing with coloring and finished those by writing a small note besides my 'art'. I guess writing is still my inner self's wants. So here I am after countless drafts.

Yesterday, I read an Instagram post written by Raja Sarina; and I truly inspired by her passion of writing. She writes what her heart beats for. She writes what her brain thinks of. She writes what herself wants to. It's amazing when you can write what yourself wants. It's like you are telling your best friend about al…

206- promises

“God knows our human inclination to hang on to the guilt of our sin, but He wants us to cling to His promises instead.”
— Life is in His hand


205- break apart

I have a lot to tell you. I have a lot to complain.
Yet, I hate making you worry. I hate making myself cries in front of you. I hate when I sob too much in front of you.
Some nights, your daughter tears herself apart yet heals in the morning.
Your daughter is too fragile to tell you everything.

204 - hold on

And I've been thinking really hard;
you gotta hold on, again.
Pain makes you stronger, indirectly.

Be strong, Aimi. Your path is still long. Your journey is still rough. Get back on track, prove your success to your family, and don't look back at something upsetting. You got this, Aimi!

203 - inadvertently

"By doing that, you inadvertently holding on even tighter to the pain that you wish to let it go - you're in effect sealing it up inside you."

Life's fun, aite? Keep yourself strong, Aimi!