My dhuha is a bit late today.
On the last sujood, I took it long.
I prayed that I can do last long-good deeds; istiqamah.
I ended my prayer. I heard birds chirping.
So loud yet so calming.
I heard myself saying; can I meet tomorrow?
I cried, again.
Every time Allah gives me signs of forgiveness;
I would cry for not appreciating them whole-heartedly.
Here I am again; crying for regretting the sins.
I know Allah will forgive me; and I'm really grateful for that.
Ighfirli, Ya Rabb.