177 - I put my head on the mat and i cried; again.

My dhuha is a bit late today. 

On the last sujood, I took it long.

I prayed that I can do last long-good deeds; istiqamah.

I ended my prayer.
I heard birds chirping.
So loud yet so calming.

I heard myself saying; can I meet tomorrow?

I cried, again.
Every time Allah gives me signs of forgiveness;
I would cry for not appreciating them whole-heartedly.
Here I am again; crying for regretting the sins.
I know Allah will forgive me; and I'm really grateful for that.

Ighfirli, Ya Rabb.